Mithmeoi

I am tired. zzzzzz

Anyways. XD

I been working my arse off on this animation and I will continue to do so until the end of June. @_@ The software I been using to compile it decided to eat the colors on the few shots I did have colored which is annoying so I gotta find a new way to compile them. Dx

I downloaded two adobe programs for movie editing, After Effects and Premiere. We'll see if I'm smart enough to figure them out. XD

And I've decided I will never understand people, even those close to me, no matter how hard I try so I'm just not gonna try anymore. I know that's the most random arse thing to say right smack in the middle of a bunch of arty stuff, but I've got my reasons for saying it. XD I just don't feel like elaborating atm.

I'm busy working on commissions too, and shall see when I get those finished up. lolololol

I think I'm starting to stress a bit… *dies*

And I think I've decided this journal's only purpose is to bitch and moan about life… I never have good stories to post here…just boring complaining ramblings… GO ME! 8D Hmmm I would post some new art but I haven't really drawn anything worth posting lately that's not already on DA or my site or youtube…or blah blah blah

Ok I'm done rambling…I swear someday I will have something interesting to post here. D<

You Can Only Type One Word. Fill out and send back. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy or forward, change the answers to suit you, and pass it on. It's really hard to only use one-word answers.

1. Where is your cell phone? Desk
2. Your significant other? Overseas
3. Your hair? Brown
4. Your mother? Pat
5. Your father? Jack
6. Your favorite thing? Art
7. Your dream last night? Unmemorable
8. Your favorite drink? Dr. Pepper
9. Your dream/goal? Contentment
10. The room you're in? Mine
11. Your fear? Loss
12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Freelancing
13. Where were you last night? Slacking
14. What you're not? Liar
15. Muffins? Nummy
16. One of your wish list items? uh…
17. Where you grew up? Colorado
18. The last thing you did? Drew
19. What are you wearing? Clothing
20. Your TV? … Beowulf ( I don't remember exactly xD)
21. Your pets? Eating
22. Your computer? ASUS
23. Your life? Tired
24. Your mood? Ok
25. Missing someone? Yes
26. Your car? Nonexsistant
27. Something you're not wearing? Hat
28. Favorite Store? Target (FOOD and Electronics how much better does it get?)
29. Your summer? Hot
30. like someone? DUH
31. Your favorite color? Blue
32. When is the last time you laughed? Today
33. Last time you cried? Dunno
34. Who will/would re-post this? Dunno

I feel ignored almost shunned by someone, used by another, and taken for granted by another. Wouldn't mean so much to me…if I didn't consider them friends…two of which I consider very close too. *sigh*

I kinda feel like just taking a break from life…so many things I wish right now, but I know they won't happen.

Do I read too much into things? Most likely yes. Does that make what I feel any less valid? No.

I am feeling rather alone again and just kinda…in a fog.

Dunno what else to say, can't formulate the words for what I'm feeling so I'll leave it at that…whoop whoop.

I do wanna say to everyone who puts up with me on a daily basis, thank you for listening to my stupid comments, my random musings, my annoying pokings, and all that.