Love
Published March 22, 2010 | 
I been listening to this guy for years on and off now and today I was listening to a sermon about Love. This one really spoke to me today so I wanted to share it. It can be listened to here. It’s under “Spirituality That Heals – Love”. Or you can read it here.
It’s a very good message, and so true. So many do not know the true meaning of love. Love these days seem to mean lust. Most teens say they “love” someone when really they are just lusting, so they get involved with someone and a few months later break it off because the “love” is no longer there. Loving someone is being there for them even when they don’t deserve it, it means no matter what they do, how they are acting at the moment, or what they are going through, you still love them. That is unconditional love and is the type we should have. It’s hard, I won’t deny it, but that’s what I strive for. To let go of the things people have wronged you with and forgive AND forget. Which I can forgive but forgetting is the hard part, I don’t trust very well after my trust has been broken, and therefore I cannot see the person in the same way. I’m always on my guard around them. Especially if it’s a friend or acquaintance, and the way I felt about them is no longer there, I do not love them as a friend anymore. It takes a very long time to return if it returns at all. I wish I could let go of things like that easier but it’s hard. Something that still needs a lotta work.
So anyways, my little blip of the day, the whole series is really well done, I would recommend listening to it all. He puts out podcasts that automatically download. Really good stuff. 
Updates of St. Patty’s Day
Published March 17, 2010 | Yeah I’m using a new skin, I like it a lot and I haven’t had time to code a new layout. Sadly the one I was working on isn’t working the way I had hoped so I’ve scrapped it and will keep to this pre-made for a while. I might try to get something “original” coded up eventually but not until I’ve got my current commission list whittled down more. So I been watching a lotta movies and I’ll share my thoughts on a couple. My forum crashed on me and I just don’t have the time nor motivation to fix it so I’m deleting it. I tried to bring it back to life but it’s just not really working. Thanks to the few who did keep it alive for a while, was fun while it lasted.
My friend recommended this film to me saying it was like the Omen with a twist. Yup it was. It was a really twisted movie, I was totally expecting some kind of Antichrist child too, but it was a surprise ending which I will not spoil it. The characters weren’t too bad, I actually didn’t find the children in this movie obnoxious for once. *gasp* So if you like mystery/horror type movies maybe check it out for a rental, not one I’d buy but I think tis worth at least one watch.
Paranormal Activity is the other movie I watched recently, I was laughing at it the whole way through. One of the least frightening “horror” movies I’ve ever wasted my time on. Again one that was recommended to me but it was boring. It was filmed to make it look “real” and by a couple that was “ghost hunting” kinda. hurr hurr The end just slayed me. This “spirit” possesses this guys’ girlfriend cause it’s like jealous of him or something and throws him across the room and kills him and then it makes his gf’s face turn all evil and smile before it pounces at the camera. Baaah the whole thing was just filled with cheese. I guess it mighta been scary in theaters but home viewing is boring and lame.
So that’s about it, I been keeping busy with drawing soooo much stuff. I been posting them regularly in my gallery here. I also posted up a new line art for coloring so check that out in the “goodies” section. I have a lotta new guest art, but my gallery won’t let me log in so I’ll be working on figuring out what’s wrong with that…. anyways, that’s all for now folks!
The Thaw
Published March 10, 2010 | 
This movie made me angry and rarely do films do that. You’d think with a description about a group of scientists discovering a killer parasite that was feeding on a dead woolly mammoth they found thawing in ice would be interesting. Maybe some good action, or at least interesting characters and a cool new kind of creature or maybe some thawing ice age creature that comes to life or something… but no! The cover… IS A LIE. It’s like watch me I’m interesting and action packed when really… it’s just so full of stupid and Hollywood agenda it hurt my brain. GLOBAL WARMING IS GONNA KILL US ALL!!! We must sacrifice to make CHANGE about something we cannot control. ZOMG!!!!!
Bull crap. They don’t even give you two minutes into the movie before it’s screaming about it. Yes movie we get your point, global warming baaaaad. Must kill self now to stop such evils from occurring!!!! This movie disgusts me. The worst movie I have watched this year. I’m sure there will be another movie worse than this soon, the third Twilight, BUT for now this is the worst I’ve bothered to waste my precious time on. I would rather pluck out every hair on my body one by one with rusted tweezers than have to watch this steaming pile of dog poo again.
I already knew after the characters were introduced what was going to happen, it was such a cookie cutter movie. Single dad, working away from home, rebellious obnoxious teen/young adult daughter, four stupids that tag along. The brave one, the dumb one, the chicken, and the black dude. Well we already know black dude’s dead cause that’s how it always goes, though he didn’t go first this time. *gasp* So they find out that this Mammoth that was infected EONS ago with some parasite has been thawed out and it has infected the team of scientists they went up to visit. They get infected and try to stop the coward man from calling people up because it’ll spread blah blah, then they find out oh the girl’s daddy is being a royal douche by trying infect himself and spread it to the world so they gotta stop him now. Huzzah! In the end only one survives to warn the world and then you see that oop it’s too late anyways cause the birds have got ‘em. Golly gee whizz. :B
GARGH I just… words cannot describe how much I HATED the characters. The only enjoyable one was the black man and he had like NO personality in this movie. He was nice, and he sacrificed himself… even though he was pretty much doomed anyways but that’s besides the point. The movie stayed inside this makeshift science complex pretty much 95% of the time and it was BORING. ZOMG the bugs are eating people from inside out. Ok… that’s nasty uhm… where’s the action? Oh yeah scaredy man is running around with a gun, ok.. fun. 
Most of the time I just felt like punching the characters. They were so STUPID. The girl, for instance, went around touching EVERYONE and EVERYTHING but she managed to somehow stay parasite free, as does her little bit of a love interest. The time she does come close to being infected he grabs the bug somehow, pulling it outta her would even though it probably would have snapped off its tail or something and still made it in… and just UGH so much stupid in this movie. The scientists are evilz and try to spread the bugs, you got the dumb college kids with no common sense blabbing about melting ice caps…
I dunno what else to say about this movie… it’s just stupid plot, stupid scripting, stupid characters, the idea of it sounded kinda interesting when I read the back but… no it’s just … stupid and boring. It was like watching an hour and half like advertisement by the greenpeacers about global warming. Bleeeeeh I haven’t been so disgusted by a movie since… well ok New Moon, BUT at least it wasn’t screaming at me about global warming!!! In fact I would rather have sat through that crappy movie again than watched this at all. Psh… ok that’s my thoughts for this one. I seen a couple other interesting movies I will post up here but this one… I just HAD to write something now.
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